If I'm being totally honest I thought I'd be more motivated right now.
I thought I'd be excited, and ready to start doing all those things that I know I should be doing.
I thought I'd be hunting for recipes and putting together a meal plan and grocery list for the upcoming week.
But I'm not. I'm sitting on the couch trying to decide whether or not I should get into J's "secret" candy stash. And I'm leaning more towards should.
I could just pose with my hands on my hips every time someone wants to take my picture... It's kind of slimming I guess... (Oct. 2013) |
Did I just waste $85? I've done Weight Watchers before. Once I was even successful and lost a little over 25lbs. And I know that it works when you stick with it. But I also know how easy it is to get J to stop for pizza or donairs on his way home from work. And how easy it is to go to Darrell's Restaurant for a peanut butter burger instead of eating the healthy salad I packed for lunch. (Side note: peanut butter burgers are amazing, I know it sounds crazy, but it's true.) And J says he's supportive - but he can still eat chips and candy and ice cream, so they'll still be in the house. I wouldn't want to deprive my husband afterall...
Are you on a weight loss journey? How do you stay motivated? Wish me luck!
xo,
Sara